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Post by lynx on Sept 6, 2010 21:39:39 GMT -5
"You must be tired from talking, hm? That's fine." Well, yeah, saying anything at all would probably be exhausting considering that fact that he was... well, a former mute. Ah, this day had been good then, considering that Xander had started to talk to him. Slowly they were going to build on that until Cal--Xander talked all the time!
It was his new goal afterall, and he was going to meet it. The other would be cured, eventually. This was just the first step to making it all happen.
"If you want to end the session early today, we can do that."
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Post by .xander;; on Sept 7, 2010 15:12:45 GMT -5
here he went again. ten minutes into their two-hour session and lynx was asking xander if he wanted to leave. what the fucking bastard child of bitching moaning hell would it take for lynx to get that xander never wanted to leave early?
maybe it was a good thing xander was not speaking much, because he may have blurted that rather than simply shaking his head and stating, "you'd know."
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Post by lynx on Sept 22, 2010 21:17:46 GMT -5
It was more like HALF AN HOUR.
Lynx smiled a little at Xander, really willing to let him go rest, he honestly looked exhausted. The therapist felt a bit sorry for him that talking was so difficult. Ah, though, his heart was so lightened by the fact he was talking again!
He felt like a better therapist now.
"Is... ...there anything you need to tell me? Did you do something?"
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Post by .xander;; on Oct 12, 2010 21:01:10 GMT -5
a shaky sigh passed through xander's mouth. he really was exhausted. he took a sip of water, coughed on it once, then muttered guiltily, "like what?"
he avoided dr. katze's eyes like a child who denied sneaking a cookie despite the chocolate chip stain on the corner of his mouth.
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Post by lynx on Oct 12, 2010 21:02:59 GMT -5
He was trained to read expressions, he knew something had happened--a catalyst, wasn't it? The professional man watched his actions, it would take an idiot not to see how guilty he was. How guilty the werewolf-syndromed man was acting.
It would be cute if it wasn't a serious issue. "...Xander, you know you can tell me anything. No matter what it is."
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Post by .xander;; on Oct 12, 2010 21:09:57 GMT -5
anything? xander doubted that. he knew lynx would listen to anything he told him, but that didn't mean xander could tell him. it was so... personal. he wasn't good at talking to people in general, but about such things? no... impossible.
so he just shook his head and nervously pretended to direct his attention to scratching sam behind the ears.
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Post by lynx on Oct 12, 2010 21:48:02 GMT -5
Now it was serious Lynx time. His face changed from his usual expression, the smiling, to a rather serious one. His gaze was on the other, stern.
"Xander... It's not good to keep such things bottled up in such a way, we both know that and what can and might come of repression."
Like the wolf resurfacing--rwar! Not that that was his intent on bringing up, if ever (lol yeah right).
"This is a safe place, you know that."
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Post by .xander;; on Oct 12, 2010 21:54:27 GMT -5
xander, becoming much too anxious, accidentally scratched sam a little too hard, causing the poor pooch to whimper and move away from him. his hand shook and his face paled. he looked practically ill. although it was difficult to tell lynx, he knew that the psychiatrist's words were true. it would be even harder to keep it inside.
"remember cafeteria girl?" three words. three words that he choked on. his voice was growing painfully raspy. it scratched in his throat, but he was afraid if he drank any more, he would just throw it right back up. his whole body shook.
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Post by lynx on Oct 12, 2010 22:12:17 GMT -5
Lynx kept his gaze steady, studying him. Oh, now, this was something either horrible or... horrible. Yes, something major happened to have the other like this, how he was shaking and scared out of his wits.
"I remember her." He said softly. "What happened, Xander?" He asked...
Somehow, somehow he had an inkling of what it might be.
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Post by .xander;; on Oct 12, 2010 22:23:33 GMT -5
it didn't take a genius to figure out what had gone on between xander and "cafeteria girl." still, he felt he needed to say it out loud.
"we..." his voice cracked and he coughed hoarsely for a few seconds. "there was... a closet..." his voice was shrill with fear. maybe more fear than simply fear of what would happen if administration found out... fear from his past. perhaps one of the most painful memories in the darkest depths of his mind.
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